Intrigue

a few months ago

i was on your mind

you told me every day

i was on your mind .

"i've been thinking about you...."

is what U would say.

But you never called.

you told me i was on your mind

so you would be on my mind .

yesterday i was fine

then we spent the night

then you did not reply

i wonder where U are tonight.

We spent the evening

on the sofa laughing

you touched me

and held me.

You put a deposit on me

like a silent scent

and made it known ,

somehow

that you would be back later...

you told me how much you did not want to leave

and then left.

You put me on layaway

Then you

went back for the girl you had put on layaway

before you put me on layaway.....

What a lovely shop you have

of all the little loving fads

a little jar of lovely lass

to spread upon your toast my lad

what a lovely acting class

you must have passed

with flying flags

i wonder all the certs you've grabbed

for all the little flirts you've had

what a pretty act you have

it's just enough to drive one mad

to play upon the hearts you grab

and eat and suck their souls til sad

Then dance around with so much

passion

attracting more

adoration and magic.

wondering how your ego

got so dashing

adorable , unobtainable

and fantastic ?

i spent the evening

on the sofa crying

confused

by the way

you used

what you did not say

in such a clever way

and while, you thought, i looked away

my inner eyes

did quietly gaze.

i felt the pain

of childhood days

where i'd be picked up

and dropped again

where any love

just a grain

might be enough

to soothe my pain.